They say first kisses are magical and just simply like scenes in fairytales, but as of my observations, there is nothing in Webster’s dictionary that could ever define it. :”)mine happened not so long ago, just a year ago, actually. with who? haha, guess who. ;)
t’was an exciting morning,the last and very last test for the whole school year, which meant celebration is a must. i woke up early for school to pack my things up for later’s celebration at Gstrip (marina). school went through the day with all the students screaming on top of their lungs as the final item in math was finally answered. Me, N,Ar, and Ai went to some houses first before proceeding to gh, we finally made up ourselves at N’s house. i even cried because the clothes i’m wearing was pathetic, so N lent me her Bf polo.off we went and ditched C on our way. :) i felt bitchy doin that. haha
then finally we made our way to marina, yet still met C on the way, we waited long and patiently as the others arrived. only Y,So,V,Ia were there, and i kept asking them if they have seen and will A come tonight. We almost lost hope but soon, everyone came,everyone except A. i was able to sit beside my other crush, the hottie, S. and then it was 9pm, and i told my mom earlier i\d be going home by that time, all my happiness went crashing when i realized that, but as i put down my phone, i noticed familiar faces up the stairs. ZOMG, it’s A!!!! PLUS K,E,and two guys i can’t recall who. i felt the girls giving me the look, and true enough i was so kilig!then mom called and told me she’ll be here to fetch me now, but i couldn’t let that happen, not this time, so i told her no for the first time and i was surprisingly allowed until 10! then i went to my chair and he was beside it, he kept telling me he knew something intriguing about me,a lot of minutes passed before i finally felt the urge to flirt with him and just go with the flow,sooner than later, we were already holding hands under the table. I was a bit drunk that time too, because i was a first timer. i looked around and the other part of our table were people laughing and shouting just taking shots, while on our side was me beside A , and his friends staring at us. :D suddenly he asked me if i wanna come join him and go strolling downstairs, i agreed….but i knew it wasn’t only a stroll, i knew it was something, something that’ll leave a mark on my life forever. we went through the place holding hands, and with everybody’s eyes staring at us. everyone was teasing us too. syempre i was kilig and embarrassed. :D then, we walked downstairs, and all the noises and laughter disappeared, i could only hear the smooth whisper of wind and the cars driving by, the sky was filled with thousand packs of stars and a full moon just enough to give a bright spotlight. we stopped somewhere near a parking lot, he faced me, slowly his face made a very close touch to my face too, he never lost the eye contact while i was so nervous my hands were shaking! he squeezed my hand tight, i was sooooo freaked out that time, i didn’t even know what to do! i was just making a plastic smile to him, then all these thoughts were in my head, “how do i kiss?” ”will he kiss me/is he gonna kiss me?” “do i smell ok?’ “how do i do this?!!” “is he gon——- I WAS KISSED! i still didn’t know what to do, my hands were hanging at the side of my body, my eyes were still open and i just froze there, but then i realized first kisses only happen once, so with all i can do, i tried and tried and enjoyed and liked it and had my first kiss and fell in love. afterwards, a smile and a spark in the eye was what we both saw, aaaaah,”i have a first kiss, finally”. later that night, everyone of my friends congratulated me and said “i told ya!” then i even jumped up and down at the sidewalk when i was with N because i was too damn happy. :) before sleeping, i literally pinched myself because God reality’s starting to feel like heaven. so, the story of my first kiss. :) to ACB. :))
(sorry for the long post, please dont give a fuck about it)
